I'm glad I'm so easy to let go.

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Let go,

So here we go. Finally have gotten to the point where I have something to say.

I spent my day yesterday thinking about my life and the people in it. I spent a good year of my life in 2010 with someone that I gave everything for. I starting living my life for them, thinking i couldn’t live without them. Then they left. After him I swore to myself that i would never get in another relationship again that would cause me to get hurt if he left. I wanted to know that if I was left, I wouldn’t lose it all again. And we all know how that works, right? My next relationship I would fall more in love then the last. But the intire time I kept my distance, because I wanted to know that if he left I wouldn’t need him. And yesterday I realized I had fucked up again and now would be devistated if I lost him. So, I figured this was something I should tell him. I was scared he’d gain all his power and think I was this little girl that could live without him. And no matter how strong or how tough I acted, after this moment he would know that deep down I was a little girl that couldn’t live without him. But I told him anyway. Stupid, stupid girl. Who would know the next day he’d already take advantange of the fact that I was now “in the palm of his hands.”? It’s amazing how one stupid thing that happen 3 years ago could ruin something that took half a year to build? You think you know a person. In the tough parts in relationships you learn who’s actually in it for the long run, and who’s in it for here and now.

It hurts when you realize you’re so easy to let go.

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